So i’m in shit for not telling the WHOLE family, face to face, family to family that i’m pregnant.

Seriously!? Do they not understand how big the fucking family is? It’s not like i can easily get to their houses. I don’t have a licence or a car! And pretty sure public transport doesn’t go anywhere near their houses. I don’t even know where one family lives! I don’t have ANY of their phone numbers to call and the last time i spoke to them properly was like 5 months ago! They’ve NEVER told me face to face that they were pregnant. I’m always finding out through my cousin.

They’ve neglected me pretty much since i had emmanual. They rejected me when i was pregnant last time and i had to hide it from everyone even though they knew. But because it was such an embarrassment to the family it wasn’t spoken of or acknoledged.. Yet they expected me to go door knocking, sit down and have a fucking cup of tea and tell them, this time?

The only people i understand being upset is nana & grandpa. I was yet again, let down by my father who promised he’d tell them before the date i wanted to post it on facebook. And did he? Of corse not. Even though he was at their house the day i put it on facebook!

My family is shit :(
Not all, but most. & don’t even get me started on my “friends”..

Should have just stayed home. This is fucked.